.........THE NOTEBOOK.........

"our souls were one, if u must know and never shall they be apart; with splendid dawn, ur face glow..i reach for u and find my heart..."

...poets often describe love as an emotion that we can't control, one that overwhelms logic n common sense. that's what it was like for me..I didn't plan on falling in love with u, and i doubt if u planned on falling in love with me.
but once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. We fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beauitful was created. For me, love like that has happened only once, and that's why every minute we spent togther has been seared in my memory. I'll never forget a single moment of it..

...the reason it hurts so much to separate is bcause our souls are connected. mayb they always have been n will be..maybe we've lived a thousand lives before this one n in each of them we've found each other.and mayb each tym , we've been forced apart for some reasons..that means that this goodbye is both a good bye for the past thousand years n a prelude to what will come.
When i looked at u, i see ur beauty n grace n knw they hav grown stronger with every life u lived,and i knw i hav spent every life before this one searchng for u.not someone like u, but u, for ur soul and mine must always come togther. and then,for a reason neither of us understands,we've been forced to say goodbye...
i wud luv to tell u that everythng will work out for us, and i promise to do all i can to make sure it does..but if we nvr meet agn n this is truly a goodbye, i knw we will see each other again in another life..we will find each other again, and mayb the stars will have changed, and we will not only love each other in that tym, but for all the times we've had before.....



for once i am all loss of words..it is strange experince for me, for when i think of u and the life we have shared, there is much to remember...a lifetime of memories....


thinking back on our life togther..u r always here with me..at least in my heart...and its impossible for me to remember a time when u were not a part of me.....i am who i am because of u......u r every reason, every hope, and every dream i've ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, every day we are togther is the greatest day of my life..i will always be urs...and, my darling, u will always be mine....

dusk , is just an illusion, bcoz the sun is either above the horizon or below it...and tht means day n nyt are linked in a way that few thngs are..thr cannot be one without the other...yet they cannot exist at the same time...how wud it feel i wonder...to be always togther, yet forever apart?...




...remember....we use to sit silently and watch the world around us..this takes a lifetime to learn..it seems only the grown ups are able to sit next to one another n not say anythng and still feel content....... silence is pure. silence is holy. it draws people together because only those who are comfortable with each other can sit without speaking for hours..without breaking its charm..experiencing the soul connection........the great paradox....!!





I Love U...