Nobody knows its empty
this smile that i wear...
the real one is left in the past
because u hav left me there...

Nobody knows i m crying
they wont see even my tears...
when they think thai i m laughing
i still wishing u were here...

Nobody knows it's painful
they think that i m strong...
they say that this wont kill me
but i wander if they were wrong...

Nobody knows i m praying
that u will change my mind...
they think that i let u go
when u left me behind...

Nobody knows i miss u
they think i feel set free...
but i feel like i m bound with chains
traped in the mystery...


Nobody knows i need u
they say that i can do it my own...
but" they dont know i m crying
"when i m alone..."♥!!♥






I Love U...

Hatheli Saamne Rakhna, Ke Sub Aansu Girein Us Mein
Jo Ruk Jaaye Aansu Hatheli Per,
Samjh Jaana Ke Woh Mein Hu


Kabhi Jo Chand Ko Dekho Tum Yun Muskura Dena,
Tu Phir Baadal Bhi Aah Jaaye Tu,
Samjh Jaana Ke Woh Mein Hu


Jo Chal Jaaye Hawa Thandi, To Aankhein Band Kar Lena,
Jo Jhooka tez Ho Hawa Ka Sub Se,
Samjh Jaana Ke Woh Mein Hu


Jab Zaida Yaad Aao Mein, To Ro Lena Jee Barh Kar
Agar Hichki Koyi Aaye,
Samjh Jaana Ke Woh Mein Hu


Agar Tum Bhulana Chaho Mujhe, Shayed Bhula Bhi Do Mujhe, Magar Jab Dil Ki Dharkan Tez Ho Jaaye To,
Samjh Jaana Ke Woh Mein Hu





I Love U...

There is no higher joy than giving without asking anything in return, especially when we give unconditional love.

Selfishness divides us and we claim superiority over one another in the name of love. Why we have problems loving is because we make love too restrictive. It has too many rules, regulations and expectations. Spiritual love is not about tradition and sentiment. Spiritual love is about truth, trust, acceptance and a willing faith. It’s about seeing God through another person and allowing God to love us through another person

A relationship needs a foundation and two willing builders. The outside of a person tells us nothing about what is inside. We must begin to look at people from the inside out instead of the outside in. That’s why so many people are living lonely lives. Choosing love is not like choosing fruit.
The cantaloupe might be smooth on the outside but once you cut it open it’s bitter..

... See there's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me..........










bt nw....
its so hard to know that you're not there to help me face my fears.

its so hard to know the phon is at reach, and i cannot hear your voice.

its so hard to see you laughing when im crying deep down inside.


its so hard to just find feelings and now i have to make them hide.

its so hard to live without you, when i need you more than words.

...i want to scream how much i love you but hold back and not be heard.

its so hard to go to sleep at night when i cannot dream of you.

its so hard not to start crying when i hear your favorite song.

its so hard to sit and wonder, where did i go wrong?

its so hard to live without you if i only would have known i will never love another...

.♥

"I Look Into Ur Great Brown Eyes, Where Lov N Loyal Homage Shine And WONDER Where The Difference Lies Between Ur Soul N Mine"

I Love U...

किसी के इतने पास न जा

के दूर जाना खौफ़ बन जाये

एक कदम पीछे देखने पर

सीधा रास्ता भी खाई नज़र आये


किसी को इतना अपना न बना

कि उसे खोने का डर लगा रहे

इसी डर के बीच एक दिन ऐसा न आये

तु पल पल खुद को ही खोने लगे


किसी के इतने सपने न देख

के काली रात भी रन्गीली लगे

आन्ख खुले तो बर्दाश्त न हो

जब सपना टूट टूट कर बिखरने लगे


किसी को इतना प्यार न कर

के बैठे बैठे आन्ख नम हो जाये

उसे गर मिले एक दर्द

इधर जिन्दगी के दो पल कम हो जाये


किसी के बारे मे इतना न सोच

कि सोच का मतलब ही वो बन जाये

भीड के बीच भी

लगे तन्हाई से जकडे गये


किसी को इतना याद न कर

कि जहा देखो वोही नज़र आये

राह देख देख कर कही ऐसा न हो

जिन्दगी पीछे छूट जाये ♥




I Love U...

..aftr a long tym...bck agn wid all thundering thoughts...
....nt finding d answer why m i crazy abt dat soul..dat real person is really stabbing me...bt d soul i really care for...
sensing d purity at each instance...
i had considered him d reason of every breath i take...
..he's d driving force hidden in me...bt really i cant see him sad cz of me..cz of my presence whch creates tension in his mind...
whenevr i try to take a step closer..he pushes himslf bck...
each step makes me crippled..n lost in his persona..
depending too deeply ...
...d driving force n energy whch keeps me alive...
..situations r driftng..tym's moving...
m still standng thr whr he'd lft me...hoping he'd return...
..strivng fr a new beginning...bt yet agn m feelng devastated...

..shayd i dun evr hav owed dat energy whch he really luks for...
sm1 who cn b his perfect partner...i lack in evrythng..what he searches fr...

..but..love cn b one sided too..!!.........
i really dun knw why those flaws my mind cant see...
..i really cant make my mind understand dat he's nomore mine.....
.......d depth......ruining me n also helping in surviving...
....frevr........♥




I love U..

Tum Routh Jao Mujhse
Aisa Kabhi Na Kerna :'(

Ek Nazar Ko Tarsoon
Aesa Kabhi Na Kerna :'(

Pooch Pooch Haroon
So So Sawal Kar K

Kuch Jawab Na Do
Aisa Kabhi Na Kerna :'(

Mujhse Hi Mil K Hansna
Mujhse Hi Mil K Rona

Mujhse Bicher K Jee Lo
Aesa Kabhi Na Kerna :'(

Chand Ban K Rehna
Main Dekhti Rahoongee

Kisi Roz Tum Na Niklo
Aisa Kabhi Na Kerna :'(

Chalay Jao Jab Bhi
Dekhoon Tumhara Rasta

Tum Laut K Na Aao
Aisa Kabhi Na Karna :"( ...... ♥


:'( :'( :'(




I Love U....

..loyalty..trust..commitment...n the whole heart full of L♥Ve...
nothng matters...nothng remains..
..thousand of reasons v find to b togther...finding similarites..bt jb sab kharab hona hota hai..toh nothng cn stop d future frm falling...similarites se zyada differences speaks up....
..i nvr evr meant to hurt ny1..
d only prblm..'being ignorant'..unknwn...abt d big situations...running after d lyf..holdng it tightly...possessing.....
n one day...it hit me back..d hardest it cud..snatchng my evrythng frm me...
..was nvr serious abt lyf..n eventually it teaches wid experiences...
bt y so bad ones..y always the teary ones...unmanageably painful...
pehle goin against evry situation to fulfill d desires..thn all d stuations go against u...
:'(







I Love u...

...again the moments passing...n each passing second clearly shows its presence...unbearable tough life...y the changes comes so suddenly...for the lifetime that promise was made...i still keep it close inside..unbroken...though each n every part insyd me hurts...but that will never ever be destroyed....for all the promises i ever made..this is the biggest one...
why the realities slap so hard...
my only problem..which his analyzing spirit never recognized...'expressiveness lacked'...n nw wen its in plenty..no one's thr...
commitment meant this...i never knew..
for every time you got better option the love kept fading...
practical mein nai..u got to become eventually...
searched for comfort...thn blamed my mentality.....
what on earth m living nw...to face more of cheatings ..to face more of distrust...to drown myself in tears.....n thn ..sayng goodbye forever one day...

till the limit i had seen my life..i found u always in dat...
but nw..probably..its the time to leave....thats what life shws..
mayb ..a clear indication...to leave...
sm1 else has to b thr...
new generations...new ppl.....new space to b created fr sm1 else.....

.... surely..one day'll come................
wen i'll sleep forever..............dreaming abt the most beautiful dream ever........









I Love u...

with each step she drew closer to you...
i got pushed miles away frm u...

with one emotional feeling you shared with her...
my million feelings left me puzzled to understand the emotional bounds at large..

i needed to b free n comfortable...
i searched n adjusted myself accordng to u....

n wanted u to b a bit adjusting too...but nearly every moment a new option build up ..
n my love nearly lost its peak position...
trust i did n wanted to build the bonds stronger...

possessiveness of yours i cared about most...
but unable to understand why my love lacked to hold u back to me forever...

experience took over the inexperience n in expressiveness.....

i tried to be a part of your bonding with her...but you never did let that happen...
i felt undesirable in between..

it was my mistake smwhr that i made her close to u..

she knew all my short comings n urs too....

mind ruled ovr the hearts..

intelligent she was enough to take my postion in ur lyf ...

cheated ..humiliated.....bt still ...in Love with u....Forever.....
with your heart..that's pure..which is still mine...n can never be replaced by anyone ever....
:'(




I Love u...

Hey world..!!
..M feeling excited....after a while of penning down my thoughts in diary..now moving ahead with new technology...writing down My first Blog..!! :)
..this blog..i wanna shimmer it with every colour of my life...from most vibrant to d pale n dull ones...
frm d childhood experiences..to the feelings n explorations i do to grow up myslf...
its an ode to the deep feeling of love that got burnt in ashes by some silly mistakes...which were most of the tyms..UnKnown...
...shatterng was loud..n zillion pieces broke apart of my soul..n my <3...but tryng to move ahead smhw..cz i had promised to "Live fr my Love"....recollecting the golden memories n smiling...askng God..to Bless each n every relation...
to never let any Love break apart so painfully....
i pray for..World Peace...fr giving Wisdom, Serenity n Understandng to each n every being on this earth...n wana let evry1 knw dat d most imp.thng on earth is not d worldly pleasures fr whch we wrk 24*7 to achieve..its d L♥Ve...hidden smwhr deep insyd...jus explore n make evry bit of ur life lively n feel truly blessed...bfore it gts too late........awake.........







P.S.-I Love u...