Saturday, July 4, 2009

SOMEBODY'S ME(Enrique)
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уσυ, ∂σ уσυ яємємвєя мє?
ℓιкє ι яємємвєя уσυ?
∂σ уσυ ѕρєη∂ уσυя ℓιƒє
gσιηg вα¢к ιη уσυя мιη∂ tσ tнαt tιмє?
вє¢αυѕє ι, ι ωαℓк tнє ѕtяєєtѕ αℓσηє
ι нαtє вєιηg ση му σωη
αη∂ єνєяуσηє ¢αη ѕєє tнαt ι яєαℓℓу ƒelℓ
αη∂ ι'м gσιηg tняσυgн нєℓℓ
tнιηкιηg αвσυt уσυ ωιtн ѕσмєвσ∂у єℓѕє

ѕσмєвσ∂у ωαηtѕ уσυ
ѕσмєвσ∂у ηєє∂ѕ уσυ
ѕσмєвσ∂у ∂яєαмѕ αвσυт уσυ єνєяу ѕιηgℓє ηιgнт
ѕσмєвσ∂у ¢αη't вяєαтн ωιtнσυt уσυ, ιt'ѕ ℓσηєℓу
ѕσмєвσ∂у нσρєѕ tнαt σηє ∂αу уσυ ωιℓℓ ѕєє
tнαt ѕσмєвσ∂у'ѕ мє

нσω, нσω ¢συℓ∂ ωє gσ ωяσηg
ιt ωαѕ ѕσ gσσ∂ αη∂ ησω ιt'ѕ gσηє
αη∂ ι ρяαу αt ηιgнt tнαt συя ραtнѕ ѕσση ωιℓℓ ¢яσѕѕ
αη∂ ωнαt ωє нα∂ ιѕη't ℓσѕt
¢αυѕє уσυ'яє αℓωαуѕ яιgнt нєяє ιη му tнσυgнtѕ

уσυ'ℓℓ αℓωαуѕ вє ιη му ℓιƒє
єνєη ιƒ ι'м ησt ιη уσυя ℓιƒє
вє¢αυѕє уσυ'яє ιη му мємσяу
уσυ, ωιℓℓ уσυ яємємвєя мє
αη∂ вєƒσяє уσυ ѕєt мє ƒяєє
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I Love U...

Friday, July 3, 2009



Deep inside me..lies the convict with hands drenched in blood...
murderer of the innocence of that purest heart that Loved ME....
..the soul how hard i try to purify..the burden of breaking someone's soul always remain there still..making me feel remorseful with each passing day...
finding places to hide from this world..to drown myself deep down in the oceans of sadness n loneliness...
..why cant that compassion grew in me like in everyone else...
why did God made me so merciless n cold..
the world grows with love..survives each failure with love..
but why only me..who cant feel the power of boundless love..
why only me..who cant keep MY LOVE happy Forever..secure with me..
why only do i was never able to make him understood myself..

..m i askng too much from u God..its jus Him i need...forever..to give Him the love the way you bestow on us..
..for that i can defy any challenges whichever you set for me..


i want to LIVE God..please don't do this to me.....
i need him...n smwhr deep..His heart too pleads................. :'(.





I Love U...
...rain...the drizzles..childish masti..everything turned out to be so intense inside.....time to leave that child inside far behind...

..rain>>...pouring happiness...or my tears...
...amazing time we spent getting drenched together..but now..feels as these drops are tiny thorns piercing me deep down...painfully.....
how to smile nw with that cool breeze that surrounds me..hugs me in its arms..which used to assure me of ur presence forever...bt nw hw cud..when the reason is lost..
....the curve on ur face....i wish to see every second...try to feel you closing my eyes..
..reminisces of the times still lay fresh in my mind.....still tryng to smile with memories.....still wondering..finding reasons..why am i so incapable...why always everyone leaves ME in distress...why cant i leave anyone n make them feel the pain of solitude.....m devastated badly inside....if only could anyone have ever heard the shattering of that lonely soul....attachments are painful..more than any other pain..

..why cant you feel now...why only when evryone sees me inside only you don't tend to look back...how to tell you that how much am scared of this world now..scared of everyone..scared of my own shadow...what if they too leave me..break my trust...
..i still stand thr..miles before you..waitng for u...'coz you had promised u'd nvr leave me...still i lit the candles of hope inside me protecting frm thunders n storms....
...WAITING.....till forever stays................... :"(








I Love U...

Monday, June 29, 2009

Nobody knows its empty
this smile that i wear...

the real one is left in the past
because u hav left me there...

Nobody knows i m crying
they wont see even my tears...

when they think thai i m laughing
i still wishing u were here...

Nobody knows it's painful
they think that i m strong...

they say that this wont kill me
but i wander if they were wrong...

Nobody knows i m praying
that u will change my mind...

they think that i let u go
when u left me behind...

Nobody knows i miss u
they think i feel set free...

but i feel like i m bound with chains
traped in the mystery...


Nobody knows i need u
they say that i can do it my own...

but" they dont know i m crying
"when i m alone..."
♥!!♥






I Love U...
Hatheli Saamne Rakhna, Ke Sub Aansu Girein Us Mein
Jo Ruk Jaaye Aansu Hatheli Per,

Samjh Jaana Ke Woh Mein Hu


Kabhi Jo Chand Ko Dekho Tum Yun Muskura Dena,
Tu Phir Baadal Bhi Aah Jaaye Tu,

Samjh Jaana Ke Woh Mein Hu


Jo Chal Jaaye Hawa Thandi, To Aankhein Band Kar Lena,
Jo Jhooka tez Ho Hawa Ka Sub Se
,
Samjh Jaana Ke Woh Mein Hu


Jab Zaida Yaad Aao Mein, To Ro Lena Jee Barh Kar
Agar Hichki Koyi Aaye
,
Samjh Jaana Ke Woh Mein Hu



Agar Tum Bhulana Chaho Mujhe, Shayed Bhula Bhi Do Mujhe, Magar Jab Dil Ki Dharkan Tez Ho Jaaye To,

Samjh Jaana Ke Woh Mein Hu





I Love U...

Saturday, June 27, 2009

There is no higher joy than giving without asking anything in return, especially when we give unconditional love.

Selfishness divides us and we claim superiority over one another in the name of love. Why we have problems loving is because we make love too restrictive. It has too many rules, regulations and expectations. Spiritual love is not about tradition and sentiment. Spiritual love is about truth, trust, acceptance and a willing faith. It’s about seeing God through another person and allowing God to love us through another person

A relationship needs a foundation and two willing builders. The outside of a person tells us nothing about what is inside. We must begin to look at people from the inside out instead of the outside in. That’s why so many people are living lonely lives. Choosing love is not like choosing fruit.
The cantaloupe might be smooth on the outside but once you cut it open it’s bitter..
... See there's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me..........










bt nw....
its so hard to know that you're not there to help me face my fears.


its so hard to know the phon is at reach, and i cannot hear your voice.

its so hard to see you laughing when im crying deep down inside.


its so hard to just find feelings and now i have to make them hide.


its so hard to live without you, when i need you more than words.

...i want to scream how much i love you but hold back and not be heard.

its so hard to go to sleep at night when i cannot dream of you.

its so hard not to start crying when i hear your favorite song.

its so hard to sit and wonder, where did i go wrong?

its so hard to live without you if i only would have known i will never love another...

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"I Look Into Ur Great Brown Eyes, Where Lov N Loyal Homage Shine And WONDER Where The Difference Lies Between Ur Soul N Mine"




I Love U...
किसी के इतने पास न जा

के दूर जाना खौफ़ बन जाये

एक कदम पीछे देखने पर

सीधा रास्ता भी खाई नज़र आये


किसी को इतना अपना न बना

कि उसे खोने का डर लगा रहे

इसी डर के बीच एक दिन ऐसा न आये

तु पल पल खुद को ही खोने लगे


किसी के इतने सपने न देख

के काली रात भी रन्गीली लगे

आन्ख खुले तो बर्दाश्त न हो

जब सपना टूट टूट कर बिखरने लगे


किसी को इतना प्यार न कर

के बैठे बैठे आन्ख नम हो जाये

उसे गर मिले एक दर्द

इधर जिन्दगी के दो पल कम हो जाये


किसी के बारे मे इतना न सोच

कि सोच का मतलब ही वो बन जाये

भीड के बीच भी

लगे तन्हाई से जकडे गये


किसी को इतना याद न कर

कि जहा देखो वोही नज़र आये

राह देख देख कर कही ऐसा न हो

जिन्दगी पीछे छूट जाये





I Love U...

Friday, June 26, 2009

..aftr a long tym...bck agn wid all thundering thoughts...
....nt finding d answer why m i crazy abt dat soul..dat real person is really stabbing me...bt d soul i really care for...
sensing d purity at each instance...
i had considered him d reason of every breath i take...
..he's d driving force hidden in me...bt really i cant see him sad cz of me..cz of my presence whch creates tension in his mind...
whenevr i try to take a step closer..he pushes himslf bck...
each step makes me crippled..n lost in his persona..
depending too deeply ...
...d driving force n energy whch keeps me alive...
..situations r driftng..tym's moving...
m still standng thr whr he'd lft me...hoping he'd return...
..strivng fr a new beginning...bt yet agn m feelng devastated...

..shayd i dun evr hav owed dat energy whch he really luks for...
sm1 who cn b his perfect partner...i lack in evrythng..what he searches fr...

..but..love cn b one sided too..!!.........
i really dun knw why those flaws my mind cant see...
..i really cant make my mind understand dat he's nomore mine.....
.......d depth......ruining me n also helping in surviving...
....frevr........





I love U..